Im the girl.

Im the girl who prefers one daisy over a dozen roses. Im the girl who would rather stay in on a friday night than go out to a wild party. Im the girl who wont let you do anything i insist on doing everything myself. Im the girl who would enjoy having a movie night over going to some fancy over priced restaurant. Im the girl who would rather stay up all night play board games with a bunch of friends then going out and getting drunk with a bunch of friends. Im the girl who wont let you hold her bags but would love fro you to hold her hand. Im the girl who would love you more than anyone could ever possibly dream of. But im the girl that nobody sees. Because im the girl everyone thinks they done want. Tm the girl who is always just a friend. IM the girl that has all the big dreams. Im the girl with the big heart, the one that would do anything for anyone. Im the girl that gets trampled on, used, betrayed, and hurt. But im the girl who stands strong and tall with a smile on her face despite it all. Because im the girl who knows there is a lesson in every heartbreak, there is a new beginning in every failure, and everyone needs someone. Im the girl who would bend over backwards for anyone i love. Im the girl who everyone has always calls the "good girl" the "church girl" the girl who always got teased for the things i do and say. Im the girl who says yes ma'am and no sir. Im the girl who holds the door open for a complete stranger. And im the girl who stands up for the buy you are making fun of. Because im the girl who has had some rough times, maybe not as bad as some of yours. But im the girl who learned from them and grew into a stronger person because of them. Im the girl you will never see without a smile on her face. Im the girl who will be cheering you on when her whole world is crashing down. Im the girl who tries to find a positive outlook in every negative situation. Im the girl who will love you no matter what. Im the girl who always says shes fine even when im not. Im the girl with a one track racing mind. Im the girl who wishes for once in her life everything was really fine. Im the girl who falls for all his sweet phony lines. Im the girl who will one day wish she could go back in time. But right now im the girl who says everything is fine i can fix my problems some other time. Im the girl who bottles my feelings up and explodes them on paper when i can no longer contain them. Im the girl who is determined to shine because i know my future is all mine. Im the girl whose dreams will come true. Because im the girl who is determined enough to follow them through.

Life as we know it.

So it's been a few months since Ive wrote, I love to write, but i always end up writing in a notebook instead of on here. Writing is my escape from life, I write my thoughts, My Dreams, My plans, My fears, I write absolutely everything. Because in writing it can end however you want. You can start out writing a sad story and it end in an amazing happy story. When your writing you have full control over it, no one else has say so in what you write it's all you and that is what i love about it. I know what your thinking or have thought before, to bad we can't write our lives right? Well in all honesty we can in a way. Here is my out look on life. We are like a coloring book page, and God is the artist who made it. When you buy a coloring book the page is white and all there is, is an outline and we color it in. Well our life is like that, We are the coloring Book page and God made the out line. Yes he has a plan for us but we have to choose if we are going to fulfill that plan or take the other path. We have to choose how we are going to color our picture. Sometimes we think we want to color it one way and when we start coloring it we realizes that it looks bad and that's not how we really want it but its to late you cant erase it so you just have to be careful what color you pick after that to make sure it turns out the way you want it. It is exactly like our life, Sometimes we do things we wish we could take back but we don't have a time machine so we have to learn from our mistakes and make better choices from then on out.

I guess that is a funny way to explain it, but it is so very true.

 

I've learned that life is hard and 99.9 % of the time something is always going to wrong, someone is always going to be talking about you, something is always going to be bothering you, there is always going to be something that needs to be done but you just don't have time, sometimes your bills are going to be late, sometimes we get pushed past our limit and say things we shouldn't and sometimes we just want to move 40 states away and change our names and numbers and never give it to anyone. But I've learned that moving 40 states away and starting over still wouldn't fix everything, there is still going to be problems. But what i have also learned is that we need to learn from those problems they just make us stronger and we need to remember that when we have it tough God is always there for us and he never  gives us more then we can handle. We have to learn to take the happy moments as they come and make the most of them, live like you don't have tomorrow because you never know if you really will have tomorrow. 

 

I guess there really isn't a point in this post other then giving you my outlook on life. I used to have the out look that life sucked and wasn't going to get better so you just had to deal with it. But lately Ive been doing a lot of soul searching.( i guess you'd call it that.) and Ive realized how much of my life Ive taken for granted and i wont let that happen anymore. I will fulfil my dreams not matter what it takes, i wont let peoples stupidity get my down, i will hold my head up high and keep going on because i know that with my God nothing is impossible.

2012

So it has been awhile sense i wrote. Ive been pretty busy. I am not finally going to Africa this year i am going to wait until next summer, but i am defiantly going then! Ill be 18 in September and im pretty excited, but dreading it at the same time. I'm ready to get my life started and grow up, but then again im afraid tooo. It was so much easier when i was little, if i had any problems i just ran to my mom or dad, but now that im growing up i have to face life and learn how to handle my problems myself. Which is pretty scary but i know i can do it. (: I got a job at a nail salon right now im just cleaning and helping out with whatever need, but im going to school soon to be a nail tech. Ive always loved painting my friends nails and now im gonna get my license to do Gel nails and stuff like that, its pretty exciting. I plan on going to college at some point in time to become a pediatric nurse but i want to be able to get my own place (as in an apartment or something rented) before i do. I'm not really sure what else im going to do with my life yet just taking it one day at a time and waiting for mr. right. haha. So im sure you could care less about any of this but oh well.

I have decided im not going to date for awhile. It seems like all the guys around here that are my age only want one thing and im not willing to give that. I am ready to grow up and start my life and they arnt, so for now im good with staying single and waiting for him. I don't need to be tied down with a guy to be happy and God will send me the right person when the time is right. Hmm well i guess thats all for now.

Until Next Time,
                  Jessie<3 

Help send me to Africa!

Dear Friends,

I Jessica Bowman recently decided to go on a mission trip to Africa with an organization called Global Expeditions!

Global Expeditions is part of Teen Mania Ministries and in the last 25 years they've taken over 67,000 missionaries like me, to more than 69 countries worldwide.

I'm excited about this trip, because Global Expeditions is committed to equipping me to be affective in reaching out to other in Africa, while also challenging me to become more aware of the needs of others in my own community. I cannot think of a better way to spend my time than sharing the Gospel with others and allowing God to change my own heart and life in the process!

I will spend a total of 53 days in Africa. Ethiopia and Uganda is where we will be ministering. I will be leaving on June 11, 2012 and returning home on August 2, 2012. I will be ministering through drama and street evangelism. The total cost of this trip is $5,141.00 which includes all expenses: airfare, accommodations, food and training. However, this price does not include my round trip from here to Texas where i will be meeting Global Expeditions and the rest of my team.

I cannot accomplish this task alone, I need you help. During the next several weeks I will be working very hard to raise the finances to go. My first deadline is May 29th for $2,500. You can choose to sponsor me for day in Africa for only $97,00. Any amount given will be greatly appreciated, and because Global Expeditions is a registered non-profit, your donations will be tax deductible.

Your support is a key part of seeing salvation and touching peoples lives in Africa. If you have any questions you can reach me at 276.692.4547 or you can call Global Expeditions support line and talk to a Global Expeditions representative a 1.866.545.6239. You can donate online at globalexpeditions.com My missions I.D. is 2568438 or you can mail it to me, Jessica Bowman at 73. Maple St. Patrick Springs VA, 24133.

Thank you for your prayers and support,


Sinserely,

Jessica Bowman.

Music :D

I love this song, im not even sure why. I guess it's because it super sweet, I mean he's pretty much saying this girl is his entire life, he love's her more then anything. I hope one day ill feel this way but who knows what life has ahead. (: i hope you enjoy it as much as i do!



How do I love you
Well let me see
I love you like a lyric loves a melody
Baby, completely
Wrapped up in you

How do I need you
Can't you tell
I need you like a penny
Needs a wishing well
Baby, completely
Wrapped up in you

Every now and then
When the world
That were living in is crazy
You gladly hold me and carry me through
No one in the world has ever done
What you did for me
And I'd be sad and lonely
If there were no you

Well how do I love you
Let me count the ways
There ain't no number high enough
To end this phrase
Baby, completely
Wrapped up in you

Every now and then
When the world
That were living in is crazy
You gladly hold me and carry me through
No one in the world has ever done
What you did for me
And I'd be sad and lonely
If there were no you

How do I love you
Well don't you know
I love you bout as deep
As any love can grow
Baby, completely
Wrapped up in you

Baby, completely
Wrapped up in you


http://youtu.be/XAA2vESE1NI

Life..

Well i cant sleep and i havent wrote in forever. So you get to here more pointless things about my life haha.

Not really much has happened in my life sense the last time i wrote. I'm now seventeen and i am so tired of people asking me if i feel older i am going to say the same thing i do every year. (no i feel the same as the year before ha.)


I have learned you can't trust just anyone and when you do decide to trust someone you better make sure they are worth trusting, other wise you just get stabbed in the back. And i have also learned its not looks or wealth or what people thinks that matters, it's what's in the Heart. It's taken me long enough to figure that out but i have finally decided it's true. I now have one of those friends everyone wants the type you can trust with anything and hey you never know one day maybe we will be more then friends but for now he's the only person i tell everything too and he's the only person I've opened up to in a long time. And i know i can trust him with my life, he's Great and Amazing and everything someone could possibly want in a friend. All's i know is that i hope im at least half the friend he is because i never want to risk losing him.

Hmm i got my wisdom teeth cut out and wound up in the E.R. When the went to cut them out my numbing didn't take so i felt everything and then the medicine they put me on made me sick and i wound up in the E.R. all's i have to say was it was awful and I'm glad its only something that has to be done once.

I crotchet my first baby blanket and it was a success i was very proud. So now Dakotah will have a Gorgeous baby blanket. (:

Hmm well i guess that's all that's new. Yes i know its boring I'm sorry i don't have a very interesting life. haha.

Until Next Time,
Jessie<3

Siblings..

So i have decided Siblings are the Bestfriends you could ever have. Yes we fight, we say we hate each other when we're mad, and we are always insulting each other. But we are the only people who will ever truely understand each other and we will always have each others backs. We may not always agree on the same things, heck we never agree on anything, But they are my bestfriends! i love you guys..

My sister(:

My Brother(:

Break ups!

Break up's are always hard to matter what, it does not not matter if he broke up withyou or you broke up with him it will alway's be hard. So i Broke up with Justin and he took it pretty hard, He tried to say i never loved him that it was all just lies and that there was no way it hurt me the way it did him. But the truth is i did love him, it just was not true love, i did not want to hurt him but better to have loved and lost to never have loved at all. I mean at least i did it now instead of ten years down the road. And yeah it hurts crazy bad because i made the mistake of dating my bestfriend and i will never get him back (as my friend) we can try but i know that it will never be the same. At one point and time we told each other everything, we know more about each other than anyone else in this world, But it just was not meant to be. I love him as a Bestfriend and i figured better to let go now because the longer i waited the harder it would be. But it must not have bothered him as bad as he says it did because no sooner then i did he started calling and talking to the girls he had previously dated, and the ones who tried to get him too. If he really cared as much as he said then he would not go running back to the life he once had. Im going to miss him and i really hope he stays the person hes become and does not get back into trouble. I wish we could still be friends like we used too, maybe in time i dont know i guess ill just wait and see what life has in store for me.

Until next time,

Jessie<3

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.

Hmm thought for the day.

Waiting for the fish to bite or waiting for wind to fly a kite.

Or waiting around for Friday night or waiting perhaps for their Uncle Jake or a pot to boil or a better break or a string of pearls or a pair of pants or a wig with curls or another chance. Everyone is just waiting. ~Dr. Seuss

Dr Seuss may just be a another writer but he truly has a point here. We all are just sitting around waiting for something to happen and while we are sitting there waiting life is passing us by. Maybe it is time to stop waiting and get up and make something happen! I dont know about you but i dont want to sit around and wait for ever, when sometimes we dont even know what we are waiting for. It's time for us to get up and make something happen instead of waiting around for it too. Stop caring what other people think just go out and enjoy life, smell the fresh air, enjoy the things around you that you would normally ignore, dont let life pass you by make life have to run after you to keep up. Yeah people may think you are crazy, but you will be happier and life will be better. One day those people who thought you were crazy for enjoying yourself and living life, well they will realize how much they have truly missed out on, because they sat back and waited around for something to happen they didnt step up to make a change, they let the people around them run their lives. I dont want to not live my life because of what people say do or say, or because im afraid of what might happen in the future. Im going to stop waiting around get up and make a change, im not going to worry about the future and when my road blocks come they wont get me down ill stand strong and find my way around them. Now who's with me? haha.

Until next time,

-Jessie

Quotes i love.

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

Cinderealla walked on broken glass. Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass. belle fell in love with a hideous Beast. Jasmine married a common thief. Ariel walked on land for love. Snow White barely escaped the knife. It was all about blood, sweat, and tears, because love means facing your biggest fears.

the best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart.
-Helen Keller

I'll always remember, ill never forget, how you took my breath away the first time we met. No matter what happens. No matter what we do, ill always remember the first time i saw you.

Love me now, love me never, but if you love me love me forever.

Falling in love with someone isnt always going to be easy. Anger, tears, laughter. It's when you want to be together despite it all. That;'s what you truely love each other.

Whats meant to be will always find a way.

Live is a fire. But wether it is going to warm your heart, or burn down your house, you can never tell.

The course of true love never did run smooth.
-William Shakespeare

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while, so when your lonely remember, it's true; somebody, somewhere is thinking of you.

A dream is a wish you make in your heart when your fast asleep.

Love isnt finding the perfect person, it's seeing the imperfect person perfectly.

It is impossible to fall out of love, Love is such a powerful emotion, that once it envelops you it does not depart. Ture love is eternal. if you think that you were once in love, but fell out of it, then it was not love you were in. There are no "exit" signs in love, there is only an "on" ramp.

If i had to choose between breathing and loving you, i would use my last breath to say i love you.

Grow old along with me the best is yet to be.

Each day i love you more today, more than yesterday and less then tomorrow.

We may fight, and we may cry, but my love for you will never die.

Even if the sun refuses to shine, even if we live till different times
, even if the ocean left the sea, there will always be you and me.

Forever your mine, Baby for all of time. You'll be with me for all eternity.

Dont compare out love to the flowers that only bloom in summer, instead compare it to the river that flows forever.

Every girl wants a fairy tale prince, but every fairy tale has an ending.

Love doesent make the world go round, Love is what makes the ride worth while.

If your asking if i need you, the answer is forever.
If your asking if ill leave you, the answer is never.
If your asking what i value, the answer is you.
If your asking if i love you, then answer is i do.

Without you, i have nothing.
but with you, i have everything.

Something happened to me.
It was the sweetest thing that ever could be.
It was a fantasy, a dream come true.
It was the day i met you!

When i tell you i love you.
I dont say it out of a habit or to start a conversation.
I say it to remind you that you're the best thing that ever happened to me.

True love is, when everything in the world is going wrong, and all you have to do is look at that special person and, suddenly, everything in the world is right again.

I love you more than a pimp loves money,
I love you more than mickey loves minnie,
I love you more than there are stars in the sky and fish in the sea.

"If music be the fruit of love, play on!"
-Shakespeare

"If you would not be forgotten as you are dead, either write things worth reading, or do things worth writing."
-Benjamin Franklin

"One can never consent to creep when one feels an impulse to soar."
-Helen Keller

:What people say you cannot do, you try and find out that you can."
-Henry David Thoereau

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of there dreams."
-Elenor Rousevelt

"Against the assault of laughter, nothing can stand."
-Mark Twain

People never realize what they have, until after they lose it. So hold on to what you have and never let go.

Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear.
-John Lennon

Let me be the reason you get through the day, know that ill make everything ok. Think of me baby in any way, ill be all you need. Let me be the one you turn to where there's pain, Baby i will take it all away.

If you love someone you wont put their name in a heart, hearts break. Put their name in a circle because circles go on Forever!

So i just realized i have not wrote in over a year!

Apparently i got to busy and some how forgot i had a blog :D im so special haha..Hmm so any way it's summer again(: yayyyyy..I dont really have and plans i guess whatever happens happens..But i now have an Amazing boyfriend<3 he means the world to me..And i no longer babysit Jonny Callie and Grace ): i miss them..But i now babysit Trey he is almost a year old and is the most Gorgeous little boy you will ever lay eyes on! Ohh yeah my parents spilt up for good i guess i left that one out. I sorta wish they were back together but i guess it's for the best. But hopefully im going to the beach in August with momma(: Hmmm so fathers day is sunday and i have no idea what i should do for my dad. I made him a card but im broke so im not sure what else to do, any idea's? let me know. So i know all this is pointless and you probably do not want to be reading about it but ill write more interesting stuff late, i promise haha. But anyways i guess this is all for now.

~Jessie

Babysitting.

So right now im am babysitting and I have nothing to do haha.

So i decided I would wright a random blog about nothing at all.
It's been so long since i wrote it just seemed prefect (=
So this summer is going to be Great even though im going to be babysitting five days a week all summer, I still cant wait.
So I let Callie fix my hair today so she would hush while i used to computer you should have seen it, it was very very interesting!
So i cant think of anything else to wright, So i guess this blog was completely pointless.
Hahaha oh well it gave me something to do for 5.2 seconds.
Well Guess im going to go eat Lunch with Grace and Callie.
Oh glorious Lunch(=
Then amazing nap time!
haha.

Until next time,
Jessie<3

Sheeeeeesh more bad weather!!

I am so tired of snow, rain, ice, and wind. So every since I was little I have always said I wanted a big snow, My parents always talked about how big there snows were and how great it was. Well I now HATE it with a passion! Well have had so much snow that it knocked our power out and all our food in the freezer and in the fridge went bad, our church could not make it to winter jam (which i was really excited about) I wrecked my sled slid down the ice and scraped my face up, we cant go any where cause there might be ice on the road, oh and the basketball goal fell and busted the windshield on our car. I just cant wait for this summer, and I now know that I need to be careful what I pray for (haha). But anywho at least I had some fun =) Im just ready for it all to leave. (haha).

Until Next Time,

Jessie.

The latest new's.

Sorry I forget that I have a blog sometime, today I was sitting around the house bored and I thought oh yeah I have a blog that I have not wrote on for awhile. (haha)

Well it has pretty much been the boring same type of day's, I am back to school and well that is boring in it's self. I have not really done anything new (haha) But I did start back drawing, I used to draw all the time and for some reason I just stopped. Well my uncle Bought me a Sketch Pad for Christmas and I just got bored one day and started drawing. Most of it is just stupid like comic book stuff but it keeps me from being bored. (haha).
Oh and I got a text message Saturday from my youth pastor asking me if I would start helping with children's church, Well of course I said yes. (I love kid's and I thought that it would be something great for me to do, and it would get me involved in the church more. So I got there Sunday to help and Lisa started telling us that as leaders that we need to be the example's because there were always going to be children watching us, and that they would follow our foot step's and start doing what they saw us do. So I just did whatever Lise asked me to do Sunday and then when church was over I came home and the first thing I did was eat and get on the computer (haha) well my parents went to look at some birds my mom wanted and next thing I know it past church time, and at first I was like oh well I missed one service not a very big deal. Well then I had sent Lisa a message on facebook after church asking her what time I was suppose to be there Saturday, well she messaged me back after Sunday night service and told me the time and then she said I missed you at church tonight, and it's like it just hit me right then and there that I was suppose to be starting a example for the children not only in our church but also for the people that see me everyday, So I told Lisa what happened and said sorry that I would try to make it next week. Well then I told me dad that I wanted to start making sure that I had a ride to go on Sunday night's and my little brother looks at my dad and says do we have to go, it's so boring, and I was like now I see what Lisa was talking about because I used to say that same thing. But going to church is'nt about going to hang out with you friend's we are suppose to go to learn more about God and teach other's about him as well. So I have decided as of today that for my New year's I am going to try my best to set a good example for not only the children around me but for everyone, and get closer in my walk with God, and become everything that he wants me to be. I'm not sure who all reads this but if you would please keep me in your prayers, and pray that I can be a good example for the other's around me. Thanks and God Bless.



Oh and I have also decided that I need to find out who invented the calender, I do not have a 2010 calender yet and I have found out that with out one I forget everything that I am suppose to be doing. (hahaha). So my plan for this week is to go buy me a calender.

Songs.

Temporary Home, by Carrie Underwood.


Little boy, 6 years old
A little too used to bein' alone
Another new mom and dad,another school
Another house that'll never be home
When people ask him how he likes this place
He looks up and says with a smile upon his face
"This is my temporary home
It's not where I belong
Windows and rooms that I'm passin' through
This is just a stop, on the way to where I'm going
I'm not afraid because I know this is my
Temporary Home."
Young mom on her own
She needs a little help got nowhere to go
She's lookin' for a job, lookin' for a way out
Because a half-way house will never be a home
At night she whispers to her baby girl
Someday we'll find a place here in this world
"This is our temporary home
It's not where we belong
Windows and rooms that we're passin' through
This is just a stop, on the way to where we're going
I'm not afraid because I know this is our
Temporary Home.
Old man, hospital bed
The room is filled with people he loves
And he whispers don't cry for me
I'll see you all someday
He looks up and says "I can see God's face"
"This is my temporary Home
It's not where I belong
Windows and rooms that I'm passin' through
This was just a stop,on the way To where I'm going
I'm not afraid because I know this was
My temporary home."
This is our temporary home

I absolutely love this song its so true, I mean this world is just our temporary home people are going to stab us in our backs, guys are going to brake our hearts, there is going to be lots of let downs. but this is only our temporary home its just a place we are passing through. When we get to our destination it is going to be amazing!




Joe Nichols, Gimmie that Girl.


Hang up that red dress,
let down your hair,
cancel those reservations
don't need to go no where.
As good as your looking right now,
girl bet your thinkin I'm crazy,
there's a side of you that I wanna see
that never ceases to amaze me.

Gimme that girl with the hair in a mess
sleepy little smile with her head on my chest,
thats the you that i like best,
gimme that girl.
Gimme that girl lovin up on me,
old t-shirt and a pair of jeans,
thats the you i wanna see,
gimme that girl, gimme that girl.

Gimme the girl thats beautiful,
without a trace of makeup of on,
barefoot in the kitchen,
singing her favorite song.
Dancing around like a fool,
starring in her own little show,
gimme the girl the rest of the world,
ain't lucky enough to know.


Gimme that girl with the hair in a mess
sleepy little smile with her head on my chest,
thats the you that i like best,
gimme that girl.
Gimme that girl lovin up on me,
old t-shirt and a pair of jeans,
thats the you i wanna see,
gimme that girl, gimme that girl


I dont know why I just love this song =)

Snow <3

So we finally got snow like three or four day ago. I acted like such a little kid haha. I absolutely love the snow, Me and my brother kept bugging my parents until they finally let us go out haha. We had loads of fun, there was so much snow in some parts of our yard that it came up to me knees. I think that it was the best snow we have had that i can remember haha. Well anyway we made a big snow man Jacob helped us her looked pretty cool, until the other day he started melting and his head fell off well i tried to put it back on but I dropped it and it broke so Christopher told me I murdered frosty =/ oops my bad haha. Then when we were sledding Me and Christopher made a ramp out of snow and well when I tried it out it went pretty fast till i hit the truck at our neighbors haha. But it was still fun. Well anyways her is some pictures.

Christmas Time is coming.

So I absolutely can not wait until Christmas, I love it when they start playing Christmas music and i love all the Christmas cartoons. haha.

So Savannahs birthday was the 9th, and she had her party the 11th. I was lots of fun, instead of a cake her mom made this huge cookie and we cut it like a pizza it was pretty yummy. Its was funny we were eating the cookie cake and waiting for Jennifer and Tony to get back with the pizza and Matt (savannahs brother-in-law) says lets watch rudaulf So we all sat down in front of the tv to watch our Christmas cartoons haha.

Then today we went to the Christmas parade. I like froze half to death haha. So when I was little I only went to the Christmas parade for then candy. Well im not sure whats wrong with kids now, they would just look and watch it hit the ground and not pick it up. When I was little if there was canday I was in the middle of the road getting it haha. I guess its better in a way haha, you dont have to worry about them eating all the suger. But dont worry I still filled my pockets =) haha.

Well im getting ready to go to a Christmas Party so I guess this is all for now.




Until Next Time,
Jessie <3

December.

Sorry I know that I havent wrote in awhile ive been a little busy haha. I went in November to see New Moon with Savannah,Amy, and Katie, and of course it was amazing. I repainted my room Savannah helped it was loads of fun, we mad some what of a mess but my parents should have known we would I mean they left a 14 & 15 year old home alone to paint a room hahaha, we had a blast I painted it lime green & turquoise Blue. Me and Savannah had a paint fight while we were at it haha, we went over to her house after we painted it to get something and her mom looks at us and we were covered in paint and she says I will never let you help again, I think she was joking though haha.




My awful trim job (hahahahhahaha)

Hahahaha That's what Besties are for!




We had fun! That's all that matters!







On Thanksgiving we went to my Grandmas and had a big supper, it was pretty fun.

But lately ive pretty much spent my time in school, at Savannah's, working on my Christmas play part, or reading.
I'm not really sure what to wright about haha, not much has happened.

Well it's December which means cold weather, I really like the cold weather that much unless it snows. I absolutely love the snow, im praying we have a big snow this winter. My dad said when he was little that they would have up to two and three foot of snow, so that's my prayer for this winter is that we get a lot of snow. I would even be happy with a foot as long as its more then three inches haha. I don't really think we are going to have a big Christmas this year, but as long as its spent with Family I guess that's all that matters. Our Christmas play is December 20th and I am so nervous. I have one of the main parts thanks to Savannah haha. You see I was sick and could not make it to the first practice so Lisa let Savannah help pick parts, well this year they had six big speaking parts and Lisa was trying to figure out who would put there heart into it and be good at it, So Savannah said Jessie will do it hahaha. So in our skit thing I now have the role of the older sister. But I guess that's what Friends are for because if it were not for her I would have said no way and never would have stepped out of my comfort zone, our drama teacher tends to say that you know you are doing a good job when you fell stupid. Well my part I have to have a cocky attitude, and I definitely feel stupid doing it, so maybe ill do a good job.

Well I guess im going to head to bed we have our Christmas Parade tomorrow, i cant wait.


Until Next Time,
Jessie

Bored

sorry I haven't wrote in awhile ive been pretty busy.

so the last time I wrote was a month or two ago so alot has happened lol

lets see well we had our county fair and this year there was not much there at all it keeps getting worse every year I wish they would just get a good fair group in there. But even though there was not much there I had alot of fun, I hung out with Savannah, Andrew, Amy, and Tiffany, haha and I got on the dizzy apples with Andrew & his friend and the kept spinning it really fast so I wound up making myself sick =/ oh and then we were looking at the animals and Andrews friend (i don't remember her name to save my life) but she took Andrews hat well I took it from her and Savannah had just started to pet the horse well I ran past her and when I did I scared the horse well it jumped up and scared Savannah well then I screamed and everyone around me started laughing, I felt so stupid haha.


and we had game room at church and for once in my life I was good at voile ball haha most of the time I cant even hit it over the net lol.


and Lisa & Danny (youth Pastors) took us to the Classic Dixie Fair it was so much fun we separated into groups and were aloud just to go and ride stuff well me, Tyler, Cullen, & Savannah could not figure out how to read the map so we did not even get to ride half the stuff there cause there is four different parts and we could not find our way around lol. But it was so much fun, and Savannah finally talked me into riding the zipper it was so much fun until it flipped and I hit my head on the bar in front of me. HAHA and I spent $15.00 on games and did not win a single thing and I played like five games haha I wasted alot of money haha but it was fun!


oh and My bunny died a little over a week ago =( So momma got me a puppy and I named her Allie she is the smartest dog I have ever met. She is six months old, if I leave her alone for even 5 minutes she starts crying real tears its kinda funny, but I have not heard her bark since I got her she is like the best dog in the world =) and she is very spoiled lol.


well I guess im going to get ready for bed I just thought since I was bored I would wright


Until Next Time,

Jessie <3

Friends

Sometimes we have to find out hard ways who our true friends are but in the end you always find out there was always that one person who will stand by you no matter what, even if you did not know they were there. So called friends will surprise you with things like that, if they think they are going to look bad because you do whats right, and then your left standing there by yourself feeling like your whole world just fell apart because someone you thought was your friend pretty much just walked out of your life. But then you realize the one person you always thought was a little more weird or got on your nerves was the one person willing to stand beside you when everyone else walked out. I hate it when stuff like this happens but I guess in the end its good, I know now that some people I thought never even cared the least little bit about me was the only person willing to stand by me. and to me thats a friend sent by God, I friend that you should always stick by, and even thought I had to get hurt to find out who that was im glad I did. So thanks for being my friend when no one else would.


until next time


~Jessie~