So it's been a few months since Ive wrote, I love to write, but i always end up writing in a notebook instead of on here. Writing is my escape from life, I write my thoughts, My Dreams, My plans, My fears, I write absolutely everything. Because in writing it can end however you want. You can start out writing a sad story and it end in an amazing happy story. When your writing you have full control over it, no one else has say so in what you write it's all you and that is what i love about it. I know what your thinking or have thought before, to bad we can't write our lives right? Well in all honesty we can in a way. Here is my out look on life. We are like a coloring book page, and God is the artist who made it. When you buy a coloring book the page is white and all there is, is an outline and we color it in. Well our life is like that, We are the coloring Book page and God made the out line. Yes he has a plan for us but we have to choose if we are going to fulfill that plan or take the other path. We have to choose how we are going to color our picture. Sometimes we think we want to color it one way and when we start coloring it we realizes that it looks bad and that's not how we really want it but its to late you cant erase it so you just have to be careful what color you pick after that to make sure it turns out the way you want it. It is exactly like our life, Sometimes we do things we wish we could take back but we don't have a time machine so we have to learn from our mistakes and make better choices from then on out.
I guess that is a funny way to explain it, but it is so very true.
I've learned that life is hard and 99.9 % of the time something is always going to wrong, someone is always going to be talking about you, something is always going to be bothering you, there is always going to be something that needs to be done but you just don't have time, sometimes your bills are going to be late, sometimes we get pushed past our limit and say things we shouldn't and sometimes we just want to move 40 states away and change our names and numbers and never give it to anyone. But I've learned that moving 40 states away and starting over still wouldn't fix everything, there is still going to be problems. But what i have also learned is that we need to learn from those problems they just make us stronger and we need to remember that when we have it tough God is always there for us and he never gives us more then we can handle. We have to learn to take the happy moments as they come and make the most of them, live like you don't have tomorrow because you never know if you really will have tomorrow.
I guess there really isn't a point in this post other then giving you my outlook on life. I used to have the out look that life sucked and wasn't going to get better so you just had to deal with it. But lately Ive been doing a lot of soul searching.( i guess you'd call it that.) and Ive realized how much of my life Ive taken for granted and i wont let that happen anymore. I will fulfil my dreams not matter what it takes, i wont let peoples stupidity get my down, i will hold my head up high and keep going on because i know that with my God nothing is impossible.
