Break up's are always hard to matter what, it does not not matter if he broke up withyou or you broke up with him it will alway's be hard. So i Broke up with Justin and he took it pretty hard, He tried to say i never loved him that it was all just lies and that there was no way it hurt me the way it did him. But the truth is i did love him, it just was not true love, i did not want to hurt him but better to have loved and lost to never have loved at all. I mean at least i did it now instead of ten years down the road. And yeah it hurts crazy bad because i made the mistake of dating my bestfriend and i will never get him back (as my friend) we can try but i know that it will never be the same. At one point and time we told each other everything, we know more about each other than anyone else in this world, But it just was not meant to be. I love him as a Bestfriend and i figured better to let go now because the longer i waited the harder it would be. But it must not have bothered him as bad as he says it did because no sooner then i did he started calling and talking to the girls he had previously dated, and the ones who tried to get him too. If he really cared as much as he said then he would not go running back to the life he once had. Im going to miss him and i really hope he stays the person hes become and does not get back into trouble. I wish we could still be friends like we used too, maybe in time i dont know i guess ill just wait and see what life has in store for me.
Until next time,
Jessie<3
There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.
My sister(:
