Break ups!

Break up's are always hard to matter what, it does not not matter if he broke up withyou or you broke up with him it will alway's be hard. So i Broke up with Justin and he took it pretty hard, He tried to say i never loved him that it was all just lies and that there was no way it hurt me the way it did him. But the truth is i did love him, it just was not true love, i did not want to hurt him but better to have loved and lost to never have loved at all. I mean at least i did it now instead of ten years down the road. And yeah it hurts crazy bad because i made the mistake of dating my bestfriend and i will never get him back (as my friend) we can try but i know that it will never be the same. At one point and time we told each other everything, we know more about each other than anyone else in this world, But it just was not meant to be. I love him as a Bestfriend and i figured better to let go now because the longer i waited the harder it would be. But it must not have bothered him as bad as he says it did because no sooner then i did he started calling and talking to the girls he had previously dated, and the ones who tried to get him too. If he really cared as much as he said then he would not go running back to the life he once had. Im going to miss him and i really hope he stays the person hes become and does not get back into trouble. I wish we could still be friends like we used too, maybe in time i dont know i guess ill just wait and see what life has in store for me.

Until next time,

Jessie<3

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.

Hmm thought for the day.

Waiting for the fish to bite or waiting for wind to fly a kite.

Or waiting around for Friday night or waiting perhaps for their Uncle Jake or a pot to boil or a better break or a string of pearls or a pair of pants or a wig with curls or another chance. Everyone is just waiting. ~Dr. Seuss

Dr Seuss may just be a another writer but he truly has a point here. We all are just sitting around waiting for something to happen and while we are sitting there waiting life is passing us by. Maybe it is time to stop waiting and get up and make something happen! I dont know about you but i dont want to sit around and wait for ever, when sometimes we dont even know what we are waiting for. It's time for us to get up and make something happen instead of waiting around for it too. Stop caring what other people think just go out and enjoy life, smell the fresh air, enjoy the things around you that you would normally ignore, dont let life pass you by make life have to run after you to keep up. Yeah people may think you are crazy, but you will be happier and life will be better. One day those people who thought you were crazy for enjoying yourself and living life, well they will realize how much they have truly missed out on, because they sat back and waited around for something to happen they didnt step up to make a change, they let the people around them run their lives. I dont want to not live my life because of what people say do or say, or because im afraid of what might happen in the future. Im going to stop waiting around get up and make a change, im not going to worry about the future and when my road blocks come they wont get me down ill stand strong and find my way around them. Now who's with me? haha.

Until next time,

-Jessie

Quotes i love.

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

Cinderealla walked on broken glass. Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass. belle fell in love with a hideous Beast. Jasmine married a common thief. Ariel walked on land for love. Snow White barely escaped the knife. It was all about blood, sweat, and tears, because love means facing your biggest fears.

the best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart.
-Helen Keller

I'll always remember, ill never forget, how you took my breath away the first time we met. No matter what happens. No matter what we do, ill always remember the first time i saw you.

Love me now, love me never, but if you love me love me forever.

Falling in love with someone isnt always going to be easy. Anger, tears, laughter. It's when you want to be together despite it all. That;'s what you truely love each other.

Whats meant to be will always find a way.

Live is a fire. But wether it is going to warm your heart, or burn down your house, you can never tell.

The course of true love never did run smooth.
-William Shakespeare

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while, so when your lonely remember, it's true; somebody, somewhere is thinking of you.

A dream is a wish you make in your heart when your fast asleep.

Love isnt finding the perfect person, it's seeing the imperfect person perfectly.

It is impossible to fall out of love, Love is such a powerful emotion, that once it envelops you it does not depart. Ture love is eternal. if you think that you were once in love, but fell out of it, then it was not love you were in. There are no "exit" signs in love, there is only an "on" ramp.

If i had to choose between breathing and loving you, i would use my last breath to say i love you.

Grow old along with me the best is yet to be.

Each day i love you more today, more than yesterday and less then tomorrow.

We may fight, and we may cry, but my love for you will never die.

Even if the sun refuses to shine, even if we live till different times
, even if the ocean left the sea, there will always be you and me.

Forever your mine, Baby for all of time. You'll be with me for all eternity.

Dont compare out love to the flowers that only bloom in summer, instead compare it to the river that flows forever.

Every girl wants a fairy tale prince, but every fairy tale has an ending.

Love doesent make the world go round, Love is what makes the ride worth while.

If your asking if i need you, the answer is forever.
If your asking if ill leave you, the answer is never.
If your asking what i value, the answer is you.
If your asking if i love you, then answer is i do.

Without you, i have nothing.
but with you, i have everything.

Something happened to me.
It was the sweetest thing that ever could be.
It was a fantasy, a dream come true.
It was the day i met you!

When i tell you i love you.
I dont say it out of a habit or to start a conversation.
I say it to remind you that you're the best thing that ever happened to me.

True love is, when everything in the world is going wrong, and all you have to do is look at that special person and, suddenly, everything in the world is right again.

I love you more than a pimp loves money,
I love you more than mickey loves minnie,
I love you more than there are stars in the sky and fish in the sea.

"If music be the fruit of love, play on!"
-Shakespeare

"If you would not be forgotten as you are dead, either write things worth reading, or do things worth writing."
-Benjamin Franklin

"One can never consent to creep when one feels an impulse to soar."
-Helen Keller

:What people say you cannot do, you try and find out that you can."
-Henry David Thoereau

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of there dreams."
-Elenor Rousevelt

"Against the assault of laughter, nothing can stand."
-Mark Twain

People never realize what they have, until after they lose it. So hold on to what you have and never let go.

Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear.
-John Lennon

Let me be the reason you get through the day, know that ill make everything ok. Think of me baby in any way, ill be all you need. Let me be the one you turn to where there's pain, Baby i will take it all away.

If you love someone you wont put their name in a heart, hearts break. Put their name in a circle because circles go on Forever!

So i just realized i have not wrote in over a year!

Apparently i got to busy and some how forgot i had a blog :D im so special haha..Hmm so any way it's summer again(: yayyyyy..I dont really have and plans i guess whatever happens happens..But i now have an Amazing boyfriend<3 he means the world to me..And i no longer babysit Jonny Callie and Grace ): i miss them..But i now babysit Trey he is almost a year old and is the most Gorgeous little boy you will ever lay eyes on! Ohh yeah my parents spilt up for good i guess i left that one out. I sorta wish they were back together but i guess it's for the best. But hopefully im going to the beach in August with momma(: Hmmm so fathers day is sunday and i have no idea what i should do for my dad. I made him a card but im broke so im not sure what else to do, any idea's? let me know. So i know all this is pointless and you probably do not want to be reading about it but ill write more interesting stuff late, i promise haha. But anyways i guess this is all for now.

~Jessie

Babysitting.

So right now im am babysitting and I have nothing to do haha.

So i decided I would wright a random blog about nothing at all.
It's been so long since i wrote it just seemed prefect (=
So this summer is going to be Great even though im going to be babysitting five days a week all summer, I still cant wait.
So I let Callie fix my hair today so she would hush while i used to computer you should have seen it, it was very very interesting!
So i cant think of anything else to wright, So i guess this blog was completely pointless.
Hahaha oh well it gave me something to do for 5.2 seconds.
Well Guess im going to go eat Lunch with Grace and Callie.
Oh glorious Lunch(=
Then amazing nap time!
haha.

Until next time,
Jessie<3

Sheeeeeesh more bad weather!!

I am so tired of snow, rain, ice, and wind. So every since I was little I have always said I wanted a big snow, My parents always talked about how big there snows were and how great it was. Well I now HATE it with a passion! Well have had so much snow that it knocked our power out and all our food in the freezer and in the fridge went bad, our church could not make it to winter jam (which i was really excited about) I wrecked my sled slid down the ice and scraped my face up, we cant go any where cause there might be ice on the road, oh and the basketball goal fell and busted the windshield on our car. I just cant wait for this summer, and I now know that I need to be careful what I pray for (haha). But anywho at least I had some fun =) Im just ready for it all to leave. (haha).

Until Next Time,

Jessie.

The latest new's.

Sorry I forget that I have a blog sometime, today I was sitting around the house bored and I thought oh yeah I have a blog that I have not wrote on for awhile. (haha)

Well it has pretty much been the boring same type of day's, I am back to school and well that is boring in it's self. I have not really done anything new (haha) But I did start back drawing, I used to draw all the time and for some reason I just stopped. Well my uncle Bought me a Sketch Pad for Christmas and I just got bored one day and started drawing. Most of it is just stupid like comic book stuff but it keeps me from being bored. (haha).
Oh and I got a text message Saturday from my youth pastor asking me if I would start helping with children's church, Well of course I said yes. (I love kid's and I thought that it would be something great for me to do, and it would get me involved in the church more. So I got there Sunday to help and Lisa started telling us that as leaders that we need to be the example's because there were always going to be children watching us, and that they would follow our foot step's and start doing what they saw us do. So I just did whatever Lise asked me to do Sunday and then when church was over I came home and the first thing I did was eat and get on the computer (haha) well my parents went to look at some birds my mom wanted and next thing I know it past church time, and at first I was like oh well I missed one service not a very big deal. Well then I had sent Lisa a message on facebook after church asking her what time I was suppose to be there Saturday, well she messaged me back after Sunday night service and told me the time and then she said I missed you at church tonight, and it's like it just hit me right then and there that I was suppose to be starting a example for the children not only in our church but also for the people that see me everyday, So I told Lisa what happened and said sorry that I would try to make it next week. Well then I told me dad that I wanted to start making sure that I had a ride to go on Sunday night's and my little brother looks at my dad and says do we have to go, it's so boring, and I was like now I see what Lisa was talking about because I used to say that same thing. But going to church is'nt about going to hang out with you friend's we are suppose to go to learn more about God and teach other's about him as well. So I have decided as of today that for my New year's I am going to try my best to set a good example for not only the children around me but for everyone, and get closer in my walk with God, and become everything that he wants me to be. I'm not sure who all reads this but if you would please keep me in your prayers, and pray that I can be a good example for the other's around me. Thanks and God Bless.



Oh and I have also decided that I need to find out who invented the calender, I do not have a 2010 calender yet and I have found out that with out one I forget everything that I am suppose to be doing. (hahaha). So my plan for this week is to go buy me a calender.